Earlier this morning I was sending my "official" bio to someone and realized it was time to delete the words "the new release" that preceded "Falling Free: Rescued From the Life I Always Wanted." I had to take a little moment. I counted the months on my fingers - seven months - and thought, nope. It's not really "new" anymore.
This "not new anymore" has become a running theme in my life these days. God is hard at work, reorienting me from the hustle of change to the steadiness of staying and putting down roots. This is where everything gets real, right? In the messy kitchens, the frantic commutes, that precarious hour before all of the kids are in bed?
New, old-news, or somewhere in between, I'm still hearing from many of you about the ways God is using Falling Free to reorient you. I love it so much. Over the long months I spent writing, carefully laying our life on the page, inevitably blowing the whole thing to bits, then starting over, I thought about you. I thought of myself, down the long lane on County Road 3. I thought about freedom and the weird ways it found me.
I wanted to clear a path for you. To watch that happening is like Spring and Summer together, tulips and Fudge pops and the slap of flip flops in the rain. I prayed that I wouldn't be caught up in the "success" of the book, but that I would trust that it would fall into the exactly-right hands. Your hands.
And it did. And it will.
Here's a sampling of the emails I've recently received:
"Normally I'll tear through a book like yours in two days, three days tops. Yours is not a two day-er. It is a read, put down, pray, process, write, pick-up again...Your voice. Your style. Your words. The message is jam-packed with the Holy Spirit." - AW
"A book has not impacted me this strongly since I read Radical by David Platt." - LH
"Your honesty and courage in declaring unpopular truth are remarkable in a world where approval addiction is epidemic (speaking form personal experience!). Shannan, thank you for being a kind, encouraging voice." - SG
And a personal favorite:
"I am currently reading your book. A friend gave it to a friend who gave it to me." - SH
It makes me especially giddy to hear about people reading this together with their friends, their family, their church community, their book club. This book was made for long-winded discussions and a healthy amount of debate. I want us to be seeking people, willing to take a risk, to be wrong, to consider a different view.
To make this easier, I wrote a brand new discussion guide. It's everything you've grown to expect from me - stripped down, wordy, and with an abundance of question marks. I wrote this as if I were there with you in the room, because in so many ways, I am.
I also filmed a series of videos kicking off each chapter. But here's what you need to know up front: I intentionally did this with my lack of expertise positioned right under the spotlight. I went full-ordinary, friends. For me, it's the only way. Cory was my assistant/videographer/editor/clock-watcher. There were no teleprompter, no pre-written statements, no props. I didn't dress up for you. My roots were in that sorrowful, grown-out, late-Winter phase. The kids upstairs, bribed to stay quiet while I sat there in my messy kitchen not feeling like any kind of a pro but loving every minute.
One video was filmed on a Saturday, after taking a walk with my family. I'm wearing a hat because not needing to shower and shine myself up is Sabbath for me. I filmed another video with no make-up and with extra-wonky hair, because I wanted you to see me the way my everyday friends and neighbors see me. The most intuitive among you will notice I haven't quite perfected the art of a pleasing freeze-frame face...I have no words for this. Bless my heart.
All I want is to meet you right where you are, from right where I am. We're all somewhere near this shaky place of questions, doubts, and thrilling hunches. But I promise you, this is how it's supposed to be. We are never more perfectly positioned to serve the Kingdom than when we understand that we do not have all of the answers. We need to be needy, and if we can do that together? Well, even better.
You can find the discussion guide and videos right here.
They're completely free, so spread the word. (I'll be sharing some additional fun stuff over on Instagram, like the chance to have me Skype in to one of your groups. Be sure to follow along over there, too.)
Here's what I'm suggesting: gather up the most odd-ball group of people you can imagine. (You will grow so much as you wrestle together!) Insist on sweatpants and snacks. Write it down. Then courageously commit to holding your life with open hands. Try not to worry if you feel the ground beneath you start to shift. That's where it really gets good.
Fall with me!
If you don't have a book yet, you can find one for less than $10 at most online retailers. Find it at Barnes & Noble, Amazon, or Lifeway.
Also, a fun group of gals are hosting a virtual book club over on Instagram and they'd love to have you if you're not plugged in elsewhere. Find the details here.